Saturday, 13 June 2015

My Current State Of Mind

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Dear God,

I had a conversation with my friend about how people just go crazy and behave badly after a tragic situation as a coping mechanism for the trauma they experienced and I was of the opinion that it is all about choice. They chose to react that way, it does not excuse their bad behaviour but it sure explains it.
We talked about the pros of having a great support system who will be there to speak life to your dead situation and we both agreed on the importance of good people around.
What we didn't talk about was a situation where you really don't feel like sharing what and how you're feeling with your support system, not because you'll be judged plus there's nothing to judge anyways but because you're so angry, frustrated, tired, drained and mad that you can't put all those feelings into words without sounding like an ungrateful wretch because if there's anything you've been, it is Faithful dear Lord.
But Lord today, I'm not feeling that logical. I am not in the state of mind to behave like all is well when it isn 't. Lord you and I know what I'm talking about. I really want to lash out and behave badly like there's no God but I know there's a God who reigns in the affairs of men.
This is the point where I say my words are coming back to haunt me because again, it is a matter of choice...If I decide to behave badly, it is a matter of choice. But by your grace I won't because You first loved me and it's too late to turn back now.
You see my heart, please come through for me.

Your very angry daughter.

I'm hoping I'll come back here and laugh at this some months later but right now and right here, I am super-upset and only God can sort this one out.

If you're feeling that way, please choose to stay sane. It's the best you can do for you at this point in time.

Thursday, 30 April 2015

Z- Zap The Negativity!!! End of "A to Z Challenge"... Whoop Whoop!!!

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YAY!!! I made it... I ran, I walked, I crawled, I flew and I even tried jumping but I made ittt!
And for my last post, I will be zapping the negativity and welcoming all the positives to usher me into the new month of May!!!
I'm going to be thankful for at least three things every day in May and I'm going to live in the moment and enjoy doing that completely. I'm not going to worry about my account not being fat and shapeless and I will just appreciate its skinny shape for now:)
I'm going to praise my way to breakthrough and I'm going to ensure I laugh genuinely daily.
No I'm not necessarily going to put up posts about this but I sure will share from time to time.
When or if negative people come my way in the Month of May, I'm going to ensure they leave feeling awesome and positive; and I'm going to ensure I make a difference in someone's life daily by at least making them laugh!
I will do my best to train myself to be more disciplined, neater, cook more often, invite people over for dinner a lot more (food tastes nicer with good friends).
I'm just going to have a fantastic Month 5 and everyday must pay homage to my goal in life. I'm going to connect with the heavens in a way I've never done before, I'm not going to wait for church on Sundays before I get my praise on and in the event that I am so heavy laden that I can't see beyond my nose, I'm going to call unto God for divine reinforcement! So help me God.
I'm glad we made it to April 30th... there's so much to be thankful and I'm unashamedly giving thanks right here, right now for a fantastic 30days.
Looking forward to a marvelous 31days of grace, favour and all things good.
Bring it on May, I'm ready for you... I'm all prayed up, praised up and ready for my blessings!

Wednesday, 29 April 2015

Yang To My Yin

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Basically, I've always wondered about the description of Yin and Yang... well not really until now.
See I was trying to write something really cool about someone being the Yin to my Yang(I'm pretty sure I've heard it in a song before) then I checked the meaning and I decided that whoever explained it or who ever coined the word Yin & Yang is a chauvinist!(It's okay to laugh, it's not that serious").
So according to,  Yin and Yang:

two complementary principles of Chinese philosophy: Yin is negative,dark, and feminine, Yang positive, bright, and masculine. Their interaction is thought to maintain the harmony of the universe and to influence everything within it.

But my question is why is the negative and dark associated with the feminine and the positive and bright with masculine?

Well I would really want to know!

Tuesday, 28 April 2015

Xray Your Life And Tell Me What You See

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To be honest this is one of the most difficult things to do. To look at myself and my life critically and actually take stock of my actions and reactions. 
Where I'm at, my motives for all I've done, analyse it all and check for adverse variances and deficits. Up my game in areas that needs improvement and actually pat myself on the back for where I fared well.
It is easier said than done plus seriously it will be easier to get a shrink lol!
how do you even xray/audit your life? If you're reading this and you've done that before, please kindly send pointers my way. Thank you!

Monday, 27 April 2015

Walking Dead

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My question is why die before you die?
Why should you live in fear of what can be when it hasn't even happened? Why choose to live life in another's shadow when you're meant to shine so bright that we need shades!
Why have you chosen not to live at optimum(In other news, I think optimum is my new favourite word as I think I've managed to use it in 2-3 consecutive posts!lol).
Don't let anything turn you to a walking dead; a shadow of your former self... tell whatever it is and tell yourself you only live once(YOLO baby!!!) and even if you must exit, you will go with a bang!
Life happens I know and I also know it can be overwhelming, but whatever it is, here is me sending you a massive hug and whispering in your ears live a little, don't let anything or anyone kill you before your time.
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